Its has been 3 long years, since that nightmare happened to me, since Shravs left, since my soul left me.
I couldn’t forget how i sleeplessly tossed on my bed, holding my bed sheet into my fists and my cries escaping into the silence of the dark. With no one to share and no one to feel the way I felt.
Every time I see my wardrobe I couldn’t forget how my shravya played with my shirt buttons.
When ever I comb my hair, I would get a chill shiver down my spine as I missed forever, the soft feel of her fingers ruffling through my hair.
Every place where we spent out time together, started to plunge my heart with a silence, a silence more powerful than anything a heart could bear, a feeling which is more crucifying than death itself.
My heart became soo heavy as I couldn’t get those moments back when my angel used to rest her ears on my heart to hear the sound of my heart beat say her name.
I don’t even remember the last time I smiled with my heart, my smile faded away with the passing time, i even remember those words which i say to my shravs “your smile makes me smile” and her smile left me for a true time
Everything that brought a smile to my face now started torturing me. Here I stand in the world’s most crowded places, alone , motionless , with a deathly smile, and without my shravs my heart is getting worse day by day..so much pain , so much grief that even my tears have dried up. I feel pain and i could feel my heart bleeding, and yet I walk calm with peace as I just crossed a moment that made me far from shravs.
But now I'm all alone,and I can't stop thinkin' of shravs
To hold her in my arms once again Is all I wanna do
I can't stop thinking of her, and I wouldn't even if I could
I keep waking up with dreams of her..always and always
Have anyone felt they way I felt, have anyone felt living is more worse than dying, have anyone lived to die. But I live to die.
To hold her in my arms once again Is all I wanna do
I can't stop thinking of her, and I wouldn't even if I could
I keep waking up with dreams of her..always and always
Have anyone felt they way I felt, have anyone felt living is more worse than dying, have anyone lived to die. But I live to die.
Near, far where ever you are, my heart does love you for a lifetime
you will stay forever like this in my heart, though you moved away from me to my memories, like ‘A Shadowy Past’
(dedicated to an idiotic friend of mine who is not responding to me from the past 2 days)
